Alone with my thoughts

Alone with my thoughts

I felt as if the spinning planet

paused for six seconds.

For six long seconds,

I felt as if the spinning planet,

stopped spinning 

and I was alone with my thoughts.

The earie silence at moment of impact and subsequent crash,

happed as if the universe pressed

‘Mute’ button

where I heard nothing but a long sharp (ting!)

The ‘Mute’ button was pressed again

I heard the car land on the pavement

and the sound of broken glass and debris all around me.

The awful smell of gunpowder

was a signal to my brain that I am alive.

Where I was headed to, didn’t matter, and nothing else mattered,

I was lone, I was frozen, and I can’t breathe.

I can’t breathe!

I was alone with my thoughts and all I could say to myself was.. 

I can’t breathe.

I can’t breath!


Time off to heal

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I am taking some time to heal.

Forgive me for informing you of some bad news!
I was involved in a horrific motor vehicle accident on Friday November 23rd, 2018 in the afternoon on the Mary Hill Bypass. I did not suffer broken bone, internal or external bleeding. I got beat up real bad and my husband’s 2016 Nissan Leaf (Electric Vehicle) I was driving is totaled. Firefighters had to cut the door to get me out of my driver seat. At RCH I was sent home after MRI and after they saw me put weight on my hips.
I am resting at home and as anticipated, I am in quiet a lot of pain, stiffness and discomfort. I am in such pain that even crying and taking deep breaths, hurts.
You may contact me via email and phone in the time being if you need me. I will certainly keep you abreast on my conditions should I take more time off to heal. I apologize sincerely and appreciate your understanding to the situation I suddenly found myself in. My wrist watch/Fitbit showed at the moment of impact, my heart stopped.
There is no way my life would ever be the same after this.
I am shaken to the core yet incredibly feeling blessed that I did make it alive. The driver that turned left fast and hit me while I was going through a yellow light, is alright and walked away from the accident scene, the policeman told me that later.
I can’t speak further about the incident; I hope you can respect that this is the time for me to focus on healing and recovering from the shock and trauma.
My family, my friends and my social media crew are sending me healing lights and prayers.
Please be careful on the roads.
Respectfully yours,
Lozan Yamolky
I took this photo about 2 hours before it became a wreck

I will be here from 11:00-12:00pm

Mark you calandar folks and save the date!
Come to the Haney Place Mall in Maple Ridge on Sunday Nov 24 for the (Local Author Day) at Black Bond Books event
Come meet, chat with and support local authors!
You can buy my books from there and get a first sneak peek at my upcoming third book of poems that is coming up in December
Herb W Bryce & I will be there from 11:00-12:00pm

My dear friend Herb is the author of Chasing a Butterfly https://books.friesenpress.com/store/title/119734000015361954/H.-W.-Bryce-Chasing-a-Butterfly

 

 

Events in November 2018

Here are the events I will be present at in November where I am reciting poetry, telling stories, answering questions and selling my books (I’m No Hero) & (Counting Waves). I will also be reading some poems from my upcoming 3rd book (Dreamers Needed) that is coming in December.
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All events listed here are FREE for the public to attend and all are wheelchair accessible:

Please see if you can come to one or more of those events ok?
>>>’Hands Off Yemen -Anti-War Rally’ on Saturday November 3rd, 1-3pm (rain or shine) 1245 W Broadway, Vancouver, BC V6H 1G7, Canada. You are strongly encouraged to share this event and please do come join us. https://www.facebook.com/events/340812466679376/
>>> On Tuesday November 6th, 7-9pm join us at the Holy Wow Poets Canada in the lobby of The ACT Art Centre 11944 Haney Pl, Maple Ridge BC V2X 6G1. There is an Open Mic so you too can bring a poem to share with us. I will read a couple of poems too 🙂
>>> On November 8th 6-8pm I am the host of Tellers of Short Tales where I present Chelene Knight who will read from her book then there is an Open Mic where I will share one of my short stories and you are invited to bring a story too or just come and enjoy people reading amazing stories. https://rclas.com/recurring/tellers-of-short-tales/
>>> On Sunday November 11, 2018 from 2-5pm you are invited to attend a great afternoon of poetry at the Moberly Arts & Cultural Centre 7646 Prince Albert Street Vancouver BC. Feature poets lined up are: Jaz Gill, Shahana Akter Mohua and Ahn Bong Ja. On Open Mic 🎤: Obet Calingo, Una Bruhns and Bonnie Quan Symons. There will be a sign-up sheet as well for people who want to share a poem with us. It is a free event so do come and enjoy some treats and wonderful poetry. For further information please contact: Ashok Bhargava President Writers International Network https://vancouver.ca/parks-recreation-culture/moberly-arts-and-cultural-centre.aspx
>>> On Saturday November 24th, I am attending 2 events: (1) 11:00am-12:00pm, I am at a table in the mall greeting and speaking to people during the annual (Meet The Author Day) in front of Black Bond Books https://www.blackbondbooks.com/  141-11900 Haney Pl, Maple Ridge BC V2X 8R9 604-463-8624 (2) 2:00-4:00pm I may be attending the award ceremony to celebrate the winners of the annual Royal City Literary Art Society Fred Cogswell Excellence in Poetry Contest. https://rclas.com/awards-contests/fred-cogswell-award/2018-award-winner/ 
I am also very much looking forward to the Writers Retreat at Loon Lake in November where I will have time to relax, reenergize and write.
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McNally Robinson is publishing my 3rd book of poems

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https://www.mcnallyrobinson.com/home

I am here to make the announcement that I have submitted my finished manuscript and cover photo to my publisher, McNally Robinson in Winnipeg, Manitoba Canada. I am excited to finally get the MSS done and sent so I can now focus all my writing on my upcoming memoire. 


Stay tuned for the big news of the book launch date and the subsequent book signing events.

 

My sincere thank you to all my dear friends and amazing poets that helped me edit and work on my manuscript especially Deborah L. Kelly & Janet Kvammen. Thank you to the talented writers who wrote blurbs for the cover of my book:

~Lilija Valis
~Patricia Sandberg
~Ashok Bhargava &
~Nasreen Pejvack

 

She is vividly present among the refugees suffering, dying & escaping. She is with her ancestors, her mother, son, vulnerable girls & women, declaring her love & protecting; she is with the homeless & the revolutionaries. Her purpose is to “wake up your conscience”. She advocates a life of peace, love and responsibility, in harmony with the earth.
~Lilija Valis Award-winning poet

Iraqi refugee, Lozan Yamolky, confronts us in her poetry with passionate, powerful imagery of war-torn countries. She challenges us to listen and understand, issues urgent calls to action, then leaves us believing in our power to change.
~Patricia Sandberg Author of award-winning ‘Sun Dogs & Yellowcake’

There is a genuine silence between and behind Lozan’s words. She attempts to evoke what can’t be said or expressed easily. There is truth, light & strength in her poems because they grew from her memories of actual places, experiences & events. Like a skillful weaver she knits her dreams & visions to create a compelling & captivating collection of poignant & profound poetry.

~Ashok Bhargava President of Writers International Network Canada

A brave, mindful woman. Who better to portray the anguish of being a refugee than one who has tasted it. Lozan Yamolky’s poems speak from her own experiences, showing the cruelties that our numb societies allow to operate within war zones. Yet she also paints the love of woman, mother and lover in gorgeous colours.
~Nasreen Pejvack, Author of Amity, Paradise of the Downcasts, & Waiting

 

Here is a brief info about this amazing Canadian publisher:

McNally Robinson was founded by Holly McNally in 1981 in Winnipeg, Manitoba, with her partner Ron Robinson, who quit the book business a year later to pursue a career with CBC Radio. Robinson’s name has remained attached to the enterprise because at the time he left, McNally didn’t have the money to replace the store’s signage. Beginning with just one small corner bookstore, Holly and her husband Paul gradually built McNally Robinson Booksellers into one of the largest independent bookstores in Canada, spreading to Saskatoon and (formerly) Calgary. The stores host readings and book launches by authors from Winnipeg, Canada and beyond.
Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/McNally_Robinson

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Wednesday October 24, 2018 at 6:00pm

I will be one of the features on (Writers in Our Midst #11)

The popular reading series of fiction, poetry & performance is holding its next event on Wednesday October 24, 2018 at 6:00pm. Ticket includes dinner.

Please let me know if you want to come to be at my table. Ticket for the event includes dinner. I belive it is less than $20.00 per person.
The set menu dinner precedes the reading at 6:30m

Location:
Gallery Bistro
2411 Clarke Road
Port Moody, BC
To reserve your spot, let me know or call (604) 937-0998
to let them know if you want vegetarian option or meat.

http://www.gallerybistroportmoody.com/

https://www.facebook.com/GalleryBistroPortMoody/

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